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NEW LIVEJOURNAL
STARTTHESHXW.
ADD IT.
<3
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[16 May 2004|05:23pm] |
I'm listening to Bright red scream.. Its snazy.
I heart My ruin
i feel like it's summer again, Staying up really late.
Listening to an abundance of Metal.
All I'm missing is Staying up till 4:30 to watch Saved by the bell,
And seven to see Dawson's creak.
And of course talking to Rupert and Matt
</3
Haha Those were some good times.
Add my New journal
starttheshxw, I'll add you back
<3
I'm currenty taping the Movie "Helter Skelter" For Fraea,
I hope she doesnt know its on
Cause that'd ruin it. <333
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[13 May 2004|09:53pm] |
Well
Tomorrow Im most likely going to the Fair with Alyssa
<3
And then Saturday, I'll be going for Coffee with a snazzy lady.
Whom I.. Dont know her Name.
Haha.. Oh geez. This weekends goign to be fun.
HOPEFULLY.
I'm going to talk to my dad about going to the distillers.
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[13 May 2004|09:46pm] |
Really bad picture
But
Jaccob, Jackie, Lisa, Dallas, Jess, Sheldon, Lauren, Taylor, Sam, Katie, Me and Becky in the Corner
<3
Fab. EH?
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[12 May 2004|07:43am] |
I had the weirdest dream last night
I dont remember it all, But it has to do with Stiching up some womans hand with red string,
But in the end I used the wrong string. It had to be warm.
Then at school the next day, Chantelle had cuts all over her hand from the string.
geez it was Confusing.
I slept from like....4ish on, I was on the couch trying to fall asleep
Then I did,
Then I got woken up so I headed to my room
And the phone kept ringing for me,
First it was Larissa and I felt really bad but I asked her to call back in like an hour, (Im not sure if she did, I was still sleeping)
And then it was Rach and she told shane it was "Important"
So I went and answered the phone
And she said something about TANNER comming to trade CDS with her, And I HAD to be there. That pissed me off, So I hung up on her and went back to bed.
And slept all day, All night, Until now.
Theres a barbeque at school today. Hurrah. I found out my Schedual for my End-of-year exams. Its wonderful, They give us two hours for each subject, And we only have to be inside for the Hour, But after if we are finished we can wander downtown, Go swimming ect. We just have to be back by the next exam
Well I must ska-daddle off to school now
Toodleoo. <345
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[11 May 2004|10:05am] |
Last night I was planning on updating and such
But I didnt really get around to it,
It was weird. I realized Im not spending as much time locked up in my room.
I was in my brothers and such.
Sheldon just made sexual faces at me. Hahaha.. Hes so beautiful.
ANYWHO.
Mothers day was Grand, Except for the Fact it was Mothers day.
I've been thinking baout her Far to much lately.
I want to call, Or write.
But I feel like such an ass, I made things far too bad. And then the whole. mothers day
Uggh. Killed chances </3
I really wish I could live in Duncan, And Im REALLY Considering going back to sooke.
But I'd miss my friends so much. and stuff.
I went to the Orthadontist yesterday,
For the LAST time before I get them off.
30 days exactly.
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[09 May 2004|08:52pm] |
I burned my lip!
Aglerblastager.
Last night was the funnest night,
Rach, Alyssa and I went into town
And we chillaxed, then went to a show
Which was SO FABULOUS
Oh my god. The screaming and growling and guitaring and *drools*
Minds eye was opening for Gremlin,
Minds eye sounded really familiar, But one song called "boom" Was so amazing, I'm getting their CD on Wednesday
Gremlin was really funny, Alyssa yelled "TAKE OFF YOUR PANTS"
Then someone was like "Luke, Have my baby!" But it was a guy,
Then I was like "MINE TOO"
:D
And afterward, We were talking to the Lead Singer from Gremlin in the halls, And I was like "Sometime you should do a private show, And strip while you play ;)" And he laughed and was like "Oh yeah" And lifted up his shirt and did a little diddy. <3
I got two new pairs of pants. And a shirt that I love
We took a ton of Pictures
I'll put them up when Alyssa sends them to me
<3
Fab weekend.
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[06 May 2004|09:23pm] |
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Today, Was mixed.
I was having a good day, But then my pal sam was being annoying,
So she kind of ticked me off a bit,
Then I was so sleep deprived, So I was really mean most of the day
And I got all emotional, And almost cried ha Ha.
Dallas came up with a huge smile and was like "You look like you need a hug"
And dallas, Isnt the type for touchy-ness. And he gave me a BIG hug so I was all
<3
Lauren and I worked out in the hall,
So I was VERY happy about it.
Then afterwards, Me and rach caught the bus and went into town,
For a while we looked through the barbells, And I grabbed some 14 gauge needles, And RACHAEL. stole one of the barbells, tsk tsk.
Then we called up Dig and Dani and they met us, And we went down by the River and had a smoke, And they shared some pot.
We were playing hack, And this lady started bitching at us because Rachael took a flower, And Dani ran up and was like "Well YEAH? Yer a FAT Ass. FAT ASS. And that Perm looks HORRIBLE on you."
And then we walked off, And played hack in the trail
And we seen some people, And dig started whistling at this woman, And in the end it was a large group of mentally handicapped people,
I was really afraid, So we walked into Town. They did a bunch of stuff, And we had to run from the Cops, In the trails by the Primar school.
Then afterwards, We just went over and talked to Janice for a while, She headed off to Lady of the lake, And we went and got our ride, Got some Dinner,
They forgot my CINIMIN BUN </3
But I go to school with the girl working there, So I didnt want to say anything.
We're watching the new Friends, And rach is going to spend the night,
I peirced my lip but with a small needle, So I need to keep it in for a while, And then stretch it a bit later
<3
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Today was fun,
Kinda ordinary.
After school I was walking with Chantelle, Rach and Dani, To look for Chans mother figure, And we found Dylan.
He turned on the Sprinklers, During a PE class *Snicker* So he was cleaning the School grounds, For Detention.
And he pinched my Tushie with the Garbage tongs . Pfft.
Dylan, would be the COOLEST best friend.
<3
Hes. One of my.. GOOD friends. Dallas told me Secrets <3
Anddd At the bus stop, After Chan left, Me, Dani, Rach and Matt ran over to the Staircase, A little bit from the Bus stop,
And shared a bottle of wine
<3
I'm sucha sleeeeze.
ALYSSA HASNT CALLED ME BACK. SO I'M GONNA DEFIANTLY GO TO SLEEP.
This saturday, I'm attending a local Rock show with Alyssa <3
Anddd.
No school on Friday = Happy Alisha.
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[04 May 2004|11:13am] |
Holy shit,
I haven't seen Janice in a few days, And I came up to her Today and she seemed upset and I didn't realize at first, I asked her what was wrong and On the weekend she got into a Car accident,
The car swerved all over the Dirt roads in Youbo, And then it flew off the Bank,
She has a big Brace, Cause she Broke her collarbone.
</3
And shes so beat up, Bruises that turned a shade of black purple I didnt think was possible.
She wont be able to Dance in the lady of the lake compitition, So she may have a slight set back there.
Other then that,
My day has been pretty good.
If laurens not going to make any effort, To keep our Friendship.. There, Then Im not going to try either.
Oh well
*Twiddles fingers*
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[03 May 2004|09:10pm] |
I was quite down in the Dumps last night,
But chelsea listened to me Drone on about myself
<3
Shes quite the friend
*Sends love*
They are listening to Guns and roses on The Simpsons,
Made me think of Chacha <3
Todays been kinda splendid.
Yes..
I love Rachs Jacket,
Makes me feel like Barbie
Ha-Ha-Ha.
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[03 May 2004|12:59am] |
Things.
Agggh.. I don't seem to have much going for me these days
I can't seem to be content with what I have,
Not that its very much.
I'm loosing so many people,
One of which I feel so bad about.
Lauren, She was my best friend, One of the people that actually really cared..
I miss her,
I also.. Ugh. Theres someone else.
But I cant really mention her.
But if I had things the way I want, She wouldnt be happy.
So I guess it couldnt.. Happen.
</3
I'm going to head to bed.
And sleep and stuff.
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[28 Apr 2004|10:24pm] |
OMAGOSH.
Not much more then a month,
Before I get my Braces off.
GLEE.
I hung out with Bill and Larissa.,
They are so snazzy <3
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[28 Apr 2004|10:22pm] |
Ignore this
By: hehehepoop Date: Apr 28, 2004 20:09:30
Day 8 (the last day)
Today was kinda sad because i didnt want to leave but at the same time i did. We quickly went and bought a couple souvineres for our friends and family and said our good byes to everyone . We got in the set the time machine and got in. the ride was still cramped and hot and took a long time but once again we arrived safely. When we got home we said Hi to our parents . They didnt even know we were gone. What nice parents eh? It was so great to listen to some actual GOOD music and not that Crap that they called music. ANywho I am very tired and i have to go to school in the morning so ya . Bye bye
By: hehehepoop Date: Apr 28, 2004 20:08:58
Day 7
Oh my god! we actually made it to florance! We woke up really early this morning and just left and trevelled til we got there . I stil cant beleive it . We met Divinchi in one of the markets . Hmmm i wonder how he got here befor us , wow thats weird. Anywho we went to that shop he was talking about and got all the parts we needed and started building . We didnt get finished till the sun set. After that we decided to go out and have one last stroll around befor we had to go . We ended up going to a bar with Divinchi and meeting a bunch of really cool people. They had a really sick sense of humour back then. But man were they ever funny. after that we went for a walk around town and hung out with some real cuties. It couldnt be any better , Im really gonna miss it here but i still really miss it at home . Anyway we're going to bed now in our pile of hay . good night.
By: hehehepoop Date: Apr 28, 2004 20:08:24
Day 6
Damn I miss my computer and my music! Its so boring here yet so exciting. I guess we should go outside and explore a lil more tomorrow. I wish we had a Tv to watch. I wonder how they made it back then or should i say now? I donno.We asked this one kid what he did for fun around her and he he fed cats mice for fun. We just kinda backed away from him and left. Ha ha What a little weirdo.We did see a couple of sword fights , It was so creepy. Actually come to think of it today wasnt so bad after all .
By: hehehepoop Date: Apr 28, 2004 20:07:44
Day 5
GOod evening, Today was very interesting. We didnt really do anything very exciting. We did feed some cows some corn!
Heh.Doesnt that sound fun?Ya ya . Anywho to make a long story short we travelled and travelled some more, ate some food at a couple of resteraunts , and rented a hotel, introduced some people our type of music and wrote in this journal, wow what a freat day! Anywho we're gonna go to bed now. Will write in you later .
By: hehehepoop Date: Apr 28, 2004 20:07:13
Day 4
TOday was so tiring , we travlled through at 3 differant villages abd about 5 forests. I cant beleive im still awke to write this journal , but whatever. There was a naked man walking on the road today. It was quite funny . We felt bad for him so we gave him my trench coat. He didnt even know what a trench coat was!(very wierd).After about 6 hours of travelling we decided to stop at a small village for something to eat.One thing led to the other and we ended up staying there.THe hotelwas actually really nice and the caretakers were clean! They had two children.One is named Henry and the other Elizabeth.THey were so polite. Unlike the mouthy kids we from our pirod of time.We went to a really big church after wards.It looked like a palace compared to the other buildings here.It had beautiful glass windows and decorations in it.After that we just came back here and ate and now we are finally going to bed , Nighty night
By: hehehepoop Date: Apr 28, 2004 20:06:13
Day 3
Holy cripple crap! We had so much fun today ! We freaked a bunch of people out by playing with a lighter.They would give us the weirdest looks. We almost thought they were gonna accuse us of being a witch and burn us at the stake.After we went back to the hotel (with the same smelly caretaker) and got dressed and waited for our ride outside.I guess a bunch of people were waiting to go to a ball but a more fansy one and we accidently took theres instead of telling them that their ride was here , haha .We met SO many hot guys but most of them wore tights and danced like fairys.But what ever we werent planing on sticking around to get to know them anyway , hehe. We chose not to let anyone serve us our food because they used their hands for everything.We asked the guy sitting next to us what kind of food they ate , he gave us a really odd look but he still answerd h.They apparently usually had chicken, peas, bread, turnips and wine. But that was only the rich people liek the king and such. It was at least 3 o'clock when we left. So when we got home we packed up all our stuff and wrote in the journal and now we're going to bed . nighty night
By: hehehepoop Date: Apr 28, 2004 20:03:59
whoooopsy i acciddently sent that twice. silly me
By: hehehepoop Date: Apr 28, 2004 20:03:14
Day 2
Hello! Today we travelled so much. Divinchi was so kind to give us some gold so we can have some fun while we were travelling, what a nice old man.We had so much fun!We went to a bunch of plays and a couple of churches.We also made some more money by selling some of Divinchis paintings that he gave us.Heh arent we nice.We did buy some tickets to a ball and some prety dresses and broaches and hair thingys for the ball. THis is gonna be so much fun.I cant wait. Yea today was pretty fun but went awfully fast and the hotel we're staying at is full of rats and the caretaker smalles funny,It looks like he's never brushed his teeth .Its really grosse. Well we are gonna go get something to eat and will probably look for a different place to stay for now. Bye bye
By: hehehepoop Date: Apr 28, 2004 20:02:43
Day 2
Hello! Today we travelled so much. Divinchi was so kind to give us some gold so we can have some fun while we were travelling, what a nice old man.We had so much fun!We went to a bunch of plays and a couple of churches.We also made some more money by selling some of Divinchis paintings that he gave us.Heh arent we nice.We did buy some tickets to a ball and some prety dresses and broaches and hair thingys for the ball. THis is gonna be so much fun.I cant wait. Yea today was pretty fun but went awfully fast and the hotel we're staying at is full of rats and the caretaker smalles funny,It looks like he's never brushed his teeth .Its really grosse. Well we are gonna go get something to eat and will probably look for a different place to stay for now. Bye bye
By: hehehepoop Date: Apr 28, 2004 20:02:12
Day 1
Today we had made our time machine,and gone back to the renaissance.We did a whole bunch of cool stuff, but first I'll tell you from the start.Alisha and I decided to make a superduper time machine for our socialstudies test.We called it the flabber gaster digglemabigglebow.We couldn't beleive it was finally finished.Befor we left we thought it would be a good idea to pack some clothes and food.We wrapped them in plastic bags, because for some reason we thought would a super idea (wich it was).So we set the timer to the Renaissance, and we were on our way.It was very cramped and took a couple of hours, but we got there.I guess our calculations were wrong,for we landed in a big huge lake (good thing we wrapped our stuff in plastic bags eh).We swam to shore and met this really haggerd looking old lady.SHe had gave us some dresses, and they freakishly were our exact sizes."I have a gift for making clothes in every single size", said the old lady.Afterwards she traded us some horses for some chicken.What a good idea eh?I guess people will give you anthing when they're starving.We travelled and travelled some more until we got to a town .I felt so bad because we ran over somne old guys foot over with the horse.Alisha said that we should give him something because of that, so we did. He was very grateful.after a while he brought us to a hotel for some beer,but it tasted like my brothers shoe.It was discusting.He showed us a bunch of paintings, and one of them was a painting of monalisa that Leanardo Divinchi had painted.Suddenly we discoverd that we were drinking beer with Divinchi!It was very exciting.He wonderd why we were so excited, for he was no more than a poor old inventer and artist.We told leanardo what period of time we were from and discussed our problems with him.He told us where we could get the exact same materials as the ones used for our time machine, but we had to travelle all the way to the other side of the island. It really did suck.Well I guess i better go to bed. We have to get up early to travel all the way there
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I'm dying my hair brown before the end of the week,
Probly Thursday or smoething.
Fuck.. I hate this...
Anyone have a wig I can use?
Im gross as it is, Add brown hair,
It couldnt get worse.
</3
I'd look alright bald right?
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Today was really fun,
I didnt get to bed as early as I was hoping,
So I was a tad tired,
But I don't mind.
The morning went by pretty fast,
In tech class I got my thing done early.. So I checked my email,
I couldnt remember my sister-face jayk's Email..
So I couldnt email him like I wanted,
But we're doing the same assignment tomorrow,
And I'm already done so I'll have the whole class to do.. Whatever.
Then it was lunch, I got myself some
TROPICAL juice, And headed down to see Janice with Rachael,
She invited us to her soccer game tomorrow <3 I cant wait.
*Go Janice*
We were joking around with one of Rachaels pictures from Back in the day when she was only in like, The first grade.
She looked like she belonged in a MC hammer music video <3
But sadly she ripped it up due to Janice's short term memory.
I seen Scott, Hes as pretty as ever haha..
Anyways, Yes then after lunch In Socials,
Me, Jamie and Dylan were working in theee hall. It was Great fun.
Reese wouldnt eat my skiddle :( Pfftt..
OH and I seen Richards ass again [Kill me now]
I gave Dylan a buck twenty five to get me some skiddles, Cause I was afraid to go downstairs.. (Theres a TON of people that just.. Walk around)
And the machine gave him two,
So we both had a bag :D But he didnt keep them in his pants *Tee hee*
OH. And then at the end of the day, Rach and I took the late bus again, Hoping Dig, Dani and Brian might come hack, but alas I think they were stoned </3 And did not come.
So we went for a walk, And I got my letter from Tiana, We hung out with her and Mandi until their mother came, And kicked me outta the drivers seat.
But then at last... The bus came, And we headed home.
It was, Quite the day, Ending with me and mah Bro-Dawg arm wrestling. Haha I SO won.. Using two hands... [Insert cool face here]
PS. I almost had a panic attack when I was going down the emergency exit stair case. The whole thing was as wide as the doorframe, And uber deep. Mah heart was RACIN.
<3
This was quite long..
Anywho. Toodle-oo <3
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[20 Apr 2004|06:47pm] |
Uggh.
I cant hold my Guitar for that long,
Its hurts my effin back.
Almost 6 Fxckin' feet tall..
Uggh..
</3
I'm looking for some songs that I can play,
And sing to at the same time..
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My dad took off work tonight, And tomorrow night,
So 6 days with no breaks..
He always complains about how we are lacking,
In the money department, then takes numerous days
off work, And gets credit card after credit card.
Today, I was reading things, And I started getting
a tad upset,
And then someone started playing "Here without you"
by three doors down,
And I almost cried, So I got up and left,
And ended up getting a ride home.
I only missed my Last two classes and Advisory,
So It wasnt really a big deal.
I came home, Got into my PJs, My dad made me soup,
Then I had a nap.
</3>Three things that scare me:
1: butterflies and moths.
2: Deep Waters
3: When the whole house is dark, And Im closing my bedroom door. I dont know if something will jump out of the Dark.
Three people who make me laugh:
1: Alyssa <3 HAH.
2: Rachael, She cant seem to hold in liquids.
3: Hannah, With her explosive dhiarea <3
Three Things I love:
1: Hair wax.
2: Sleeping Bags.
3: Cordless phones.
Three Things I hate:
1: When people try and prove me wrong, When I'm right.
2: Living at my house.
3: Stupid rules
Three things I don't understand:
1: Math
2: Homophobia
3: Rachael.
Three things on my desk:
1: Computer
2: Garbage
3: Makeup
Three things I'm doing right now:
1: Filling this survery out.
2: Sitting with Rachael.
3: Watching the news.
Three things I want to do before I die:
1: Lick my elbow
2: Grow a lipstick mustach
3: Marry Matt.
Three things I can do:
1: Dance
2: SWIM
3: Count by twos.
Three ways to describe my personality:
1: Unique
2: "Colorful"
3: Imaginative. Go shrinks go!
Three things I can't do:
1: Tolerate drunks.
2: Run a triathalon
3: Spell triathalon
OH EM GEE.
Im lyke. Having a cow for dinner.
OH MY GOD.
Rachaels putting on layers and layers of eyeshadow.
And chewing on it.
OH MY GOD.
She also chews the dink.
*giggle*
FOOK YOU.
So..
You love me eh.
Tell me ALL Aboot it.
No seriously.
DO IT!
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Today was valentinz day. i neever did much care for it. im such a goth. no this year it was good. im dateing the most beautiful girl iv met in my life. shes super lighting cool. shes really funny to. i quite like her. i tought things were not going good. but voila. it went really well. shes amazing. thats about all i can sum it up to. im really happy. and i hope she is to
I know that was quite some time ago,
But I just stumbled across it for the first time last night.
</3
That is All.
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You know how some days you just feel so ugly?
Im having one of those days.
I cant find my Eyeliner, Or my Foundation...
I started watching "My girl" Earlier,
But I wasnt in the mood to sit there and watch it,
And I always feel so bad at the end when the boy dies
</3
I had a long cold shower this morning.. I feel like going swimming,
I will before the end of next weeknd.
I promise myself that.
This weekend kinda was a bust,
I was supposed to go to the Movies, But I missed my bus,
I wanted to do something with Alyssa but Rachael
told me she was spending the night
with Katie.
Then at the last minute,
I mentioned something and she turned out not to be..
And it was only 5 minutes till the last bus,
So I couldnt call and make plans..
Pfft. Next weekend Im going to have plans for every day,
Who wants to do something
:D haha... Uh. Yeah.
Im off to play Guitar, I havent played in like a week..
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My eye.
Is SO Sore.
[Pouts]
I dont know why either..
I'm in love with onelinedrawing
<3
And you of course.
Common, Confess yer feelings for me,
You know you want to.
HA.
I cut a bit off my hair.
I told my dad that Im going to move out this summer,
After school ends.
He thought I meant I hated him..
I need to find a place to live,
I really want to go back to Sooke..
I love it there so much, Its like "My happy place"
Hahaha..
My mums so much more. Lenient..
But I think I've already blown my chance for that one.
Maybe I'll just go for the summer, and see if Im happier.. And if not come back.
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This morning I was kind of Crabby..
I was more then Tired,
It was so/so Until Just before Lunch.
Dig was leaving, And she had a bottle of Downers,
I wasnt quite sure what exactly they were but I had 3,
They didnt kick in For quite sometime.
It was pretty funny.
Im going to go nap now <33
ps. I might be going to Digs tonight,
Hopefully.
Shane will be down the road tomorrow,
And my dad'll be at work,
Im going to the Movies with Kate.
Im glad I have plans :D
I wanted to go see a movie with Brain, but I cant get ahold of him, His phone got cut off.
Toodleoo Admiring Fans
<3
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I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.
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Giving my headache with The Early November,
Crying,
I've done it again
Boy am I ever pathetic </3
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Hmm
WHAT to do.
I want a dramatic Change in my hair,
I really wish I were aloud to do whatever I wanted with it.
I want to get it cut relatively short, And spike it.
Alyssa'd give me a faux Hawk <33
But. I'd miss my Loooong hair lots.
It'll grow back.. But what if I look HORRIBLE. I dont suit hats.Alot of people say I'd look good with Red hair,
But I want .. BLUE.
Geez sometimes I hate my dad..
I cant wait till this summer, No brxxxs and then I get my Corset.
I wish I looked like someone else.
Pfft.
Im considering moving in with Magz sooo much,
But I dont know how that would go..
What kind of Rules I'd have to follow, Im bad with those.. [Im self centered]
I wouldnt want to. Fxck up, And.. Be homeless.
Thats not a good feeling,
I want someone to take me in... Or..
I want to stage my death, And Dissapear.
But I wouldnt want to hurt anyone,
My dads the biggest dick sometimes, But I love him..
I've made him Cry too many times,
Im getting a concience. However the fxck you spell it..
I need a change.
Let me live with you [Exclimation Mark]
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Ouch.
I found something out.
And boy did it hurt,
When I didnt think it would have.
I hate learning things,
When its too late.
Dont ask who.
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Yay Fun at the park.
Im doing more Editing.
will be more shortly.
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This may be Deleted soon,
Im unsure if I like it..
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Im having much fun with Photoshop.
Tis my new favorite program.
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Im turning the TV on to Ch.22
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I might have another fun dream
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Wish me luck.
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I fell asleep with the TV on, And the animated version of "Swan princess" Was on while I was sleeping.
And I drempt me and Rach went with Jackie to this resteraunt in duncan, and we both held the side of a basket under a table and it took us to Swan land.
We were gone for a week and a half, It all seemed so perfect;
But when we got back we had been gone for a month, And no one had known where we were/
BJ was sitting with Andy's twin
Then they left
Then Andy came out and sat with me in the rain.
It was odd..
I wish Andy was my Brother.
And I wish I lived in Venice.
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From my dad
About Weight
Im going to not eat.
At all.
Thats a promise.
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I'm so sick and tired of my room
MY FUCKING ROOM
I ask to talk about my hair, What I'm going to do with it, With my dad.
And he says he wont talk about it
Yet, "We'll see in a week if that rooms clean"
I completely Gutted my room, I took everything off the walls, I put things in the closet so I'd be less tempted to go in it.
Im going to get rid of everything except my Guitar and Amp..
And stereo.
Fuck.
Its retarted. I'll have towels from my shower on the floor and "Its a pig sty."
I avoided my room for a week, So I wouldnt mess it up. Yet it still became messy.
From here on out, My room is off limits.
NO one will go in it other then me.
Im going to just. Schedual a hair appointment. I'll just have to pay for it myself.
I need a place to live.
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My hair is falling out from stress.
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Im feelin
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This weekend went by so fast,
I slept most of it
Today was great, I had good talk with Hannah
I missed talking to her
<3333 Shes my Favorite.
Im trying to get..
"Ever been in love?" By Social Unrest
But I cant find it
Damn.
<3Hannah<3
Yes.. Indeed.
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I need a new Nexus name
GIVE ME IDEAS!!!
<3
How do you make yer Journal entries Colorful?
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Ugh I feel and look like Crap today, I wanted to call and get a ride home but that would Result in me not being able to do anyhting this weekend. And I have plans with Alyssa.
There was a party, But the girls going to Van to see her boyfriend instead so she canceled.. And me and Alyssa are just doing something instead. I was supposed to do something with Fraea tonight, But I REALLY Feel like shit and we didnt really confirm any plans and such.. And tomorrow shes going to do something for to help out with the "Special Olympics"
I'm Finally off grounding, But that wont l.ast long.. Me and Rach had a bubble bath last night, twas great fun.
Anywho, Im off. Toodloo <3
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Rach will be back tomorrow...
Im so excited... And I just cant hide it.
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I have a cap gun, And its oodles and oddles of fun :D
I've been thinking about alot of people lately, And its rather confusing.
I havent talked to Jess for quite some time and I miss her, I'd phone but I know Rupert will be there, And he has a strong disliking for me.
Im going to dye my hair brown.
Its going to be quite gross.. I hate brown. No.. I Loathe brown.
But after I shall have the brightest hair in.. THE WORLD.
Yes.. thats it,
Im going to try and knock down the "Brown for a YEAR to Brown for 6 months" 6 Months will go by quite fast.. But what about in the Summer, When I go to meet all those uber new people.
I'll get a wig haha..ha...
I miss rach oodles aswell. I have only talked to her once this week on the phone and Melissa hung up on her.. :(
*Shoots self in head with cap gun*
Im gonna take a bunch of pictures soon and post them up here. Yay for pictures..
Nexus is still down. Damn them all to hell. ALL.
Hahaha This guy that asked me out. Chris was looking for me on Mon-Wed. And he was with Brent of all people. People who are close to me know the dealie-o with that. ButI thought that was quite amusing.
The creepy guy that asked me and rach to go for Coffee was on the bus when I was comming back from Alyssas.
Yes.. So. Cheeri-o Dear Chaps <3
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My night was alright,
I hung out with Melissa after quite the bit of avoiding everyone.
We didnt do much, We were supposed to go meet CJ, and I was supposed to stay the night with her, Since shes leaving tomorrow and I wont see her until summer.
Its so weird, I went from seeing her almost every day, To LIVING with her and seeing her all the time, every day..
To not. At all.
My dad decided he'd rather "Keep me home" tonight, For no reason. Then after I came home at like. Fucking 10:30 he decided it'd be fine for me to stay. After she walked me home and already went back.
I told him I -Hated- Him,... I regret it.
I hate ketchup pringles.
Im so cold, Im gonna go get changed so..
P3ac3 0ut. y0.
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You're a blue rubber duck!
I think Im going to start updating my Journal at least once a day, Its great fun.
Msn doesnt work, Nexus is down and everyones offline. Im so bored.. Im going to go to bed now,
Goodnight all. I love you <3
Sorry for all the quizzes it was Amusing.
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I am 81% Emo
Holy gee whilikers... I am as emo as it gets... I will try to cheer the heck up and stop wiping my nose on my sweater...
Take the Emo Test at fuali.com
So.
Utterly.
Emo.
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This thing is Uber long. But I have nothing better to do.
1) First name: Alisha.
2) Middle name: Marie.
3) Last name: Heslop.
4) Nickname(s): Leeches, lish, Leash
5) Gender: Most often Female.
6) Bestest Friend: Rachael, And as of. This morning Alyssa
7) Birthday: June 12.
8) Height: 5'10/5'11.
9) Hair color: Black.
10) Eye color: Grey/Green.
11) Race: White..
12) Do you wear glasses or contacts: No. I wish.
13) Do you have braces: For another.. Two months.
14) Is your hair long or short: Mostly long, I have short bettyish bangs though.
16) Zodiac sign: Gemini.
17) How many languages do you know: Fluent Enlish, A little Spanish, A little French.
18) Nationality: Canadian.
19) Piercings you have: Just. Ears. 5/6
20) Piercings you want: Two Years, Cheaks. Septum, Bridge, Manrow.
21) Tattoos you have: No Comment.
22) Tattoos you want: Thick black stars on the insides of my wrists, But. Im going to wait another few years. And if I still want them then I'll get 'em.
23) Today's date: Im not quite sure.
24) The time: 9:24pm
25) The Year: 2004
26) ready for a bunch more questions: I. Suppose so.
: Family :
27) Mother's name: Maureen Elizabeth.
28) Father's name: Patrick Stephen.
29) Step-parent's names, if any: Im not,.. sure if I have.
30) Brother(s)'s name(s): Shane, Jayk
31) Sister(s)'s name(s): Carrie-anne
32) Favorite aunt: I dont.. Know most of them. But I'd have to say Erica, She seems.. Nice.
33) Favorite uncle: Jim, Hes pretty snazzy. Even if he thinks I have chains in my ass.
34) Favorite grandparent: The. Live ones. I didnt know the.. Others.
35) Worst relative: Aunty Maggot.
36) Best relative: I dont know..
37) Do you get along with your parents:99.9% Of the time.. I dont.
38) Does anyone in your family understand you: I dont.. Quite know. Im not. Them..
: Pets :
39) Do you have any pets: Not at the house I live at.
40) What are their names: Misty, Dr.Sous, And.. The other ones. Are in Sooke. With the other.. House. And. Family
41) What kind of animals are they: Dog, Cat, N/c
: School :
42) Are you still in school: Unfortunatly.
43) Did you drop out: I didnt go for a few months. But I decided to go.. Back.
44) Current gpa, or last gpa you got: English please?
45) Favorite grade: 7, When I met all my really good friends.
46) Least favorite grade: 8, I missed so much, And failed. So much.
47) Favorite teacher: Mr.Bates.. Mrs.Blume.
48) Least favorite teacher: Mr.James. Mr.Taylor..
50) Favorite subject: Thats hard.. Uhm. I quite enjoy... History. And my Language.
52) Least favorite subject: Mathematics.
53) Do/did you buy lunch or bring it:I dont eat lunch, Therefor Neither.
54) Play any sports on the school's team: I used to play Basketball. And.. Soccer.
55) Most humiliating moment:Uhm. Nothing too serious. Maybe when I fell down the stairs.
: favorites :
56) Number: 6.
57) Shoes: Rach's black clonkers.
58) Saying: How unfortunate.
59) Tv show: Family Guy.
60) Sport: Basketball, Soccer, Football, Rugby.
61) Vegetable: I love Peppers.
62) Fruit: Oh jeez.. Strawberries. Mmmm
63) Candy: Jube Jubes.
64) Gum: Chicklettes.
65) Scent: Vanilla, Hawaiin Ginger, Ashley.
65) Candy bar: Cookies and Cream. Mmm.
66) Ice cream flavor: Cookies and Cream, Chocolate chip cookie dough.
67) Color: Red, Purple, Hot pink, Burgandy, Black.
68) Season: Fall, Minus school.
69) Holiday: Halloween, Great sales :)
70) Type of music: Death/Black Metal
71) Thing in your room: Computer
72) Place to be: In Duncan with, Alyssa, Rach, Fraea, Mike.
73) Tv channel: 45 for MuchLOUD. Or.22 for Ready or not.
74) Overall food: Cheesecake.
75) Store: Eclectic Avenue, Electric Lettuce.. The sassy lion.
76) Fast food: Subway.
77) Restaurant: I dont think I've. Ever been.. Oh. I went to the. Fox's grill once. Or the sushi place. In Vic with Magz.
78) Shape: Star.
79) Time of day: Like.. 9/10/11 at night.
80) Country: Canada. Or.. Italy.
81) Mall: The duncan Ma.
82) Board game: Risk.. GUESS WHO...:)
83) Car: Hummer? Haha I dont know too much about.. Cars.
84) Swear word: Cunt
85) Word: Fabulous :))
86) Month: August
: this or that :
87) Linkin park or limp bizkit: Both are. Quite revolting.
88) Tool or korn: I dont like. Either.
89) selena or jennifer lopez: I dont know who Selena is.. And Jennifer lopez is a mainstream whore. (Sorry Dani-Boy)
So neither.?
90) hot or cold: Cold. Hot people sweat, Which causes.. Odors. Haha.
91) winter or summer: Summer.
92) spring or fall: Fall.
93) shakira or britney: Brody?
94) icp or eminem: Im not going to dignify that with an answer.
95) marilyn manson or rob zombie: Gleck..
96) kittie or garbage: They're bith.. Garbage. AH! See my stunning.. Wit? Whit? Whitt.. Ah fuck.
97) mtv or vh1: I dont really watch tv. Never seen either.. I dont think.
98) buffy or angel: This are some .. Pointless questions.
99) dawson's creek or gilmore girls: Guilty pleasure. I love gilmore girls.
100) football or basketball: Both <3
101) skiing or snowboarding: Neither.
102) rollerblading or skateboarding: Rollerblading, the last time I tried to skateboard it slipped out from under me and I landed flat on my back, On the cement :(.
103) black or white: Black.
104) orange or red: Red.
105) yellow or green: Neon Green.
106) purple or pink: Hot pink?
107) slipknot or mudvayne:Both make me want to Vomit repedativel. And roll in it..
108) hot topic or pac sun:I dont know what Pac sun is.
109) inside or outside: I like the movie. The outsiders.
110) weed or alcohol: I dont feel like either, But.. Probly. Weed?
111) cell phone or pager: Cell phone.
112) pen or pencil: Pen.
113) tattoos or piercings: Piercings, They are Temp.
114) prep or punk: Mindless Categorization of people. Into groups is quite sad.
115) slut and whore: Are Dirty.
: private life :
116) do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: Nope.
117) do you have a crush: I like someone, Indeed.
118) do you love anyone right now: Nope
119) have you ever been in love: I thought I was. But.. I dont know if it was true. LOVe.
120) how many people have you kissed: I dont count. Rough estimate.. 10?
121) who was your first kiss: A boy.
122) how many hearts have you broken: I hope none.
123) how many people broke your heart: Lost count.
124) so what is your bf/gf/crush like: Snazzy.
125) do you have a picture of him/her: Do I -ever-.. Yes.
126) do you have a picture of yourself: A few, Yes.
127) do you go by looks or personality: Personality is 10x more important then looks, You dont get to choose what you look like. You can choose what kind of person you want to be.
128) ever kiss a friend: Yes.
129) are you still friends: Yes.
130) do you smoke: Not anymore.
131) do you smoke weed: Not anymore.
132) ever trip on acid: Nope.
133) how about a little x: Nope.
134) crack, heroin, anything else: Jeez. Kind of, No?
135) beer good or beer bad: Beer.. IS. Gross.
136) are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: No, I dont drink really. Let alone wine Coolers.
137) do you like smirnoff ice: No.
138) prefer beer or liquor: Neither.
139) what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: No.. Kind.
140) do you have sex: =D Virgin.
: would you ever :
141) bungee jump: If given the opportunity.
142) sky dive: I dont think so.
143) swim with dolphins: I'd be to scared.
144) scuba dive: Definatly.
145) go rock climbing: I used to climb. A ... Rock.
146) eat shit for $1,000,000: Hahaha... Hahah... I .. That could buy alot of guitars.. *Strokes chin*
147) turn your back on your friends for personal gain: If I did, What kind of friend would I be. But no.
148) steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: I woudlnt know how.
149) cross-dress: Haha, You think I was born female? ;)
150)lie to the police: Yes.
151) run from the police: If I thought I could outrun them.
152) lie to your parents: Yes.
153) walk up to a stranger and kiss them:I'd be too shy.
154) walk out of a restaurant without paying: Nope.
: have you ever :
155) flashed someone: Im gross under my clothes. No.
156) told the person you liked how you felt: Yup.
157) been to michigan: I dont exactly know where that is.
158) gotten really REALLY wasted: Unfortunatly :)
159) gone to jail or juvi: Been Arrested, But didnt end up in either.
160) skateboarded: Hahaha.. That wasnt the smartest thing I've done
161) skinny dipped: Boy have I!
162) stolen anything: No :|
163) kicked someone's ass: I've kicked someone. IN the ass.
164) pegged someone in the head with a snowball: And gotten pegged back.
165) broke a beer bottle: I jumped on an already broken one. Which resulted in it breaking more... (I had. Shoes on)
166) flipped someone off: Me? No way!
167) gone on a road trip: Not really.
168) gone on vacation without adult supervision: Nope.
169) been to a concert: No.
170) been to another country: I've never been out of B.c, Let alone out of Canada.
171) talked back to an adult:Yes. Yes I have, Im.. quite the bad ass.
172) got pulled over: I dont drive.
173) got in a car accident: The car I was in, Hit another car...
While pulling out of the driveway.. And the other one was... Parked.
174) broke a law: Jaywalking is against the law, Who hasnt.
175) given money to a homeless person: Im quite scared of them.. So unfortunatly no. But if I had the chance, and money. I would.
177) cried to get out of trouble: Not that I remember. When I was younger Im sure I did.
178) kissed a friend's brother or sister: Yes.
179) kissed a brother or sister's friend: Yes.
180) dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it neways: :D
: opinions :
190) what do you think...about pop music: Not much, I dont personally like it. But. Its the persons choice to what the want to listen to, And what I say shouldnt have an affect on that.. OR what not.
191) about boy bands: I dont personally like them too much.
192) about flag burning: Its.. Fabric. With a country/State/Province's Symbol on it. I dont give two shits.
193) of the war on terrorists: GThey're all ignorant fucks.
194) about suicide: Its. Selfish.
195) about people who try to force their opinions on you: Ignorant, And. Not worth my time.
196) about abortion: Every person should have a choice, They made it, If they wanted to. End it they should. Im sure a Undeveloped fetus being removed and not given a chance is better then them having the baby, Yet not wanting it. And.. Yes.
197) about rock/punk music: I dont mind either.
198) where do you think you'll be in 10 years: In England, Being. Famous.
199) Who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years? Rachael, Alyssa, Fraea, Lauren, Katie, Sam, Danielle, Athena, Melissa, Kat hopefully.
: what did you do :
200) last birthday: Went shopping with Jen, Lauren and Kate.
201) Yesterday: Read last. Journal entry..
202) This week: Been. Grounded quite a bit.
203) christmas: This christmas I was like. Violently ill, So basically I played guitar and slept.
204) thanksgiving: The power went out, While I was in Sooke. So shane and Melissa played pictionary and I listened to Ramstein and we BBQed the turkey lol
205) new year's eve: Had the house to myself. Stayed home.
207) easter: I dont know when Easter is.
208) valentine's day: Not. That.. Much. Rach got me chocolates and I talked to a bunch of people.
: the last :
209) thing you ate: A doughnut and A Hot chocolate = breakfast
210) thing you drank:Hot chocolate.
211) thing you wore: The skirt that alyssa made last night, Knee high socks and a hoody.
212) place you went: I was at Alyssas, Then I went to the trainstation, and caught my bus, And came home.
213) thing you got pierced/tattooed: Side lip.
214) person you saw: Dad.
215) person you kissed: Chantelle, On... Thursday.
216) person you hugged: Alyssa, Before I got on my bus.
217) person you talked to: My dad. Telling me to Eat.
218) song you heard: Mad world - Gary Jules
: now :
219) what are you eating: Nothing.
220) what are you drinking: Nothing.
221) what are you wearing: Skirt. Hoody.
222) any shoes on: Socks?
223) hair: Tied up.
224) listening to: Revolution is my name - PanterA
225) talking to anyone: I was talking to my dad. Till we. Stopped.
: yes or no :
226) are you a vegetarian: No.
227) do you like cows: I sure do.
228) are you a bitch: Quite often, Unintetionally.
229) are you artistic: I wish.
230) do you write poetry: I wish I could, I am. Poetically impared..
231) are you a fast runner: I can sprint really fast, But not long distances. .
232) can you ski: I can. But I hate it. HATE.
233) are you british: I am. English.
234) did you ever give barbie a haircut: Yes. And food colored it blue :)
235) would you eat mac & cheese with hot dogs in it: My Mum used to make it fer us all tyhe time. <3 Its fab.
236) are you straight: I am not.
237) are you fat: No Comment.
238)Are you skinny: No comment.
239) are you short: Fuck no.
240) are you tall: Quite. QUITE..
241) are you a typical teenager: I hope not.
242) do you like marilyn manson: I liked his old stuff.
243) do you shop at hot topic: No. Never have.. Never will.
: random questions :
244) if you could be any animal, what would you be: I'd be a kitty :).
245) if you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be: Oh Jeez I dont know :(
this morning. I dreamed I kissed someone. And I dont remember who it was :( But. quite occasionally, And I love it :)
247) do you dream in color or black and white: Colour.
248) do you admit when you need help with a problem: Unfortunatly not.
249) can people read you like a book:They say they can, But they are usually wrong. People think Im pissed off alot, But Im not. Im just.. Quiet.
251) do you talk a lot: When I have something to say. Or an opinion on something.
252) are you afraid of clowns: No.. Im not.
253) do you like spiders:I dont mind them, I just dont like upclose pictures of them. With their.. Eyes and hair.
254) how about grape kool-aid: I dont remember what it tastes like. But. If its the same as those Jammer things. Yuck.
255) do you drive: Nope
256) are you spoiled:Most definatly not.
257) are you anti-social: Im . Shy?
258) any last words: Im tired and Nexus wont work so I cant talk to Anyone Cause MSN wont work,
DAMN YOU ALL. :(
259) now that this is over, what are you going to do: Probly. Look for a movie on Tv. And then possibly Call Melissa.
260) what is the time now: 10:22pm.
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